Tuesday, August 24, 2010

kepastian

Semalam 24/8/2010, i got the confirmation... it would make me "lapang"...really!! but don't know what is the end!

Thursday, August 19, 2010

poning kepalo den!!!

poning kepala den, bile pikir pasal my house... when can settle.. also don't know.... keep chasing lawyer, but a lot of documentation need to wait & prepare... my hubby dah tak tahan with 1000 of reason anymore... bila la nak settle ni.....geram pun ade!

my due from pemaju 11/9/2010... ish3..sempat ke tak ni...if not i need to pay for the interest..how many percent interest counted for a day also don't know... dah la nak pakai banyak duit, kalau nak bayar interest... lagi membebankan... tak bayar tak dapat kunci... (ada gak niat tak nak bayar tuh)....

as promise by lawyer will settle everything within 2 weeks from today... Means...4/9/2010 will settle...but must remember this month & next month a lot of holiday.... uiissshhh...gerun kalau memikirkan nya!!




Wednesday, August 18, 2010

exam & aedil

18/8/2010 - 19/8/2010 - exam for Tadika Sinar atau dengan khususnye untuk Muhammad Aidil hakeem .. My prays always goes for you, dear.. Buat yang terbaik.

Ibu yang risau bila tgk abang acuh tak acuh je nak study... Semalam lagi best... " abang buat le revision, esok kan exam.." " ibu abang demam & batuk la bu" dengan badan yang longlai...terbaring kat atas sofa... kesian pulak aku tengok... then go after him, sentuh dahi tapi tak panas... cuma batuk. "Ok la bang, Ibu give you chance tonigh, tommorrow will call yr teacher" "mmmm", jawapan ringkas darinya..

pusing sini...pusing sana, not reach about 1/2 hour, start laughing with his bro.. time tu i'm cooking.. at first... perlahan je gelak.. makin lama makin kedengaran... and more..and more...

"abang, tadi cakap demam... Org demam must sleep after took ubat.. Then you how? main pulak!"


"dah baik dah bu" selamba je dia jawab... " kalau dah baik, do yr revision & homework now"

ish3...a lot of reasons give to me when ask him to do homework or revision...
padahal kalau buat tak sampai pun setengah jam..


  • petang after come back from work, spoke to him about his examination... "how abang, boleh buat tak exam" " boleh.... semua abang buat sendiri tau bu... teacher tak ajar pun'' adusss confident tu jawapannya.... tapi doa ibu agar ape yang abang cakapkan tu jadi kenyataan!!

luv you bang! show me that you can do!!



Thursday, August 12, 2010

Waiting for...

Tak boleh tgk or hear about pregnancy... Mmg tgh menunggu saat2 itu... Ish3, mcm org yang lum ade anak... Tapi seriously, i'm really WAITING (hahaha, capital letter lagi) for that moment.. Al maklum lah, ajreeq dah 4 tahun.. Rasa rindu untuk memegang dan mengusap bby again... Tapi belum rezeki setelah 2 kali bleeding..


My hubby lebih2 lagi... Setiap hari akan mengulangi.."Bile le adik nak ada bby ni" Hehehe...aku hanya mampu tersenyum walhal aku juga merasainye deep inside my heart...

Now, ramai my fb friends waiting for the delivery...Dan juga ramai yang dah membelai baby... Uisshhh...lagi le terasa..


I remember i got a picture while i'm pregnant for ajreeq but cannot find at this moment... Al maklum la semua dlm cd yang melambak... Try to find it anyway!!


Monday, August 9, 2010

ramadhan month

Ramadhan come again. Tommorrow will be month for all us akan bertungkus lumus untuk mengerjakan amal ibadat...

Hope my family & me also same... Try to do the best rather than last ramadhan.. Aedil also will start his first journey.. My pray that aedil will strong and will finish his first ramadhan..
Ajreeq as normal... " adik kecik g, lum posa kan bu!!" ish3 adik2..

Lum pun start puasa, but the promotion for raya has started.. Baju biskut raya, kasut - everything started already... For my self & hubby a little bit frustrated due to my intention to sambut raya at new house tak sempat... Huhuhu.. Then, the feel to raya tu kurang sikit...

When start ramadhan, my thinking always goes to my mak at kampung... I can feel that she will sunyi dengan ketiadaaN arwah ayah about past 1 year... this is 2nd ramadhan & raya wihout him.... Normally she will go terawikh with ayah, but now she will do alone... Nasib baik my little brother is there. Boleh gak temankan dia... Sobb..sobb..sobb...sedih gak la...

Hopefully, i can go back this weekend to see you, mum.... Rindunya!!!





Sunday, August 8, 2010

lil hero

jeng jeng jeng.... it's come to introduce my lil one.. his name muhammad aliff hazreeq, or we call him 'ajreeq'... start to write about him, mesti nak tersenyum... remember about his gelagat...





hehhee...adik..adik...suke buat ibu tersenyum sorang2.. not same with his bro, adik is little bit lasak... tak reti duk diam, ade je yang nak di ambik and ade je yang nak di usik... if we make noise about him, then he start "cayyaang ibu, adik anak ibu kan bu,kan bu!!"






dengan suara dia yang pelat, berlari2 kesana sini sambil nyanyi, lagu yang dia sorang je yang paham.... it would make our house bising even dah pukul 12 malam.. aedil as usual will follow apa yang adik dia buat... boleh tak, abang yang ikut adik... "Abang, you must jaga adik , not follow what adik do. you big alraedy, so must teach adik which one is the correct one'...




two days ago, still fresh in my mind that abang ajak adik to teman him during he want to "booook" specified word for him when to buang air besar.. " adik jom le temankan abang, abang nak boookk le dik" "Alaaa, abang ni adik alllaassshhh (malas) la" "Adik tak pe dik, nanti abang tak nak bagi adik main kereta abang" " Oke la, adik teman la...adik duk cini je tau" " Adik duk depan pintu la. Adik tgk abang tau" Then adik terus duduk kat depan pintu toilet.... sanggup dia... Self which hear on those 2 communications tersenyum sendiri. "Abang, apasal suruh adik teman... takut apa? kan kat dalam rumah ni" abang hanya tergelak kecil if i start bebel about his ketakutan!!....


adik..even now will reach to 4 yrs old on 5th november, but he still small in my eyes... may be dont have baby for the timing.... all focus to him, beside abang which can independent now..












Friday, August 6, 2010

report yang tak habis2!

semalam just htr report for june 2010... today will concentrate for audit sm 2009..

tapi baru nk start doing that audit, received called to revised report... Tak tahu la mana satu nak kejar... Sometimes feel fedup, everything doing, like dikejar harimu garang... Run and run... Not feel a single cents of enjoys during doing the job...

a lot of thing inside my mind to apply but got no time to do that..

Kekadang, really bosan when berhempas pulas do the job but not appreciated by third party..

Bosan!!

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

dearest

again, my body still terasa lemah... Wake up from tido, terasa berpinar-pinar... Need to sit firts before proceed to do my daily job... Adusss...pening kepala...
Perubahan hormon sekarang terlalu teruk during "gejala women" datang.. Risau pun ade, why always get fever during that time.. Need to see doctor but scary...hehhee



today, try to write down about my luv.. when look to his face, ramai will think that my luv is a "garang" man.. but not actually.. he is caring & responsible man... hehhe - for me la... kalau tak puji my hubby, then who else.. (very understanding and always ready to hear on my problems).








my luv ever & ever!!



"drive carefully"...that's the word which always tersemat in my mind.. never bored to advice me.. will be tak keruan when a day not hearing that word... hehe.....



Dalam rumahtangga, mesti ada give & take right... so, my self should accept on who ever he is...
"Buang yang keruh ambil yang jernih" No body is perfect...

but sincerely, i'm happy with my life now with loving couple and 2 of my heroes... hopefully our happy never end..











Tuesday, August 3, 2010

lemah nye badan!!

lately....about a week felt very lemah... Tak tahu kenapa... Tak cukup tido..tak jugak.. Might be coz last weekend kenduri kat kg and come with flue... but terasa sgt!! Mcm tak cukup vitamin pun ade.. lemah longlai...



betul org cakap...hargailah 5 perkara sebelum 5 perkara which 1 of it is "sihat sebelum sakit!
masa ni la rasanya mcm nak duduk bawak ketiak mak ni.... walaupun dah ade another shoulder tapi mak tetap tak boleh di tolok ganti.... miss u a lot, my dear mum!!


study time

also don't know, why my temperature will be go up when teach aedil to do homework.. dah la every day got homework.. of course i agree on the homework given by teacher to him. but is't suitable for those 6 years old are be pushing to study very hard. as what i remember which self in the childhood time, even tadika also not attend. tapi itu dulu.. if now, cannot read in the age of 7th, that is a big problem.



if think back, kesian with my son.. so hard pushing from me... "abang, do your homework please"... "jap arrr bu, nak tgk tv jap" then after i go out from take a bath still not doing the homework...
ish3... masa tu darah dah menyirap..


start from that, when doing homework, salah pulak tu & "tak tahu bu" tak tahu bu" lagi le naik angin... wah, that time rasa macam kecikkkkkkkk je anak ibu ni kan... confirm nangis punye!!


how can those mother can teach anak2 without any sign of angry ek? i try to do that, but cannot... want to ensure that aedil will be fun to do his hwork, but until now still not achieving...


"Ya Allah, Ya Tuhanku , Kau tingkatkanlah tahap kesabaran diriku dalam mengajar & mendidik anak2 ku! Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin"


Monday, August 2, 2010

terrible situation

not in my place but terasa bahangnye... Company "H (s)" has started to terminate staff. This morning received a call from my kakak mention that one of her right women received a termination letter by giving 1 month notice... Yesterday morning 'she' was requesting to attend short DI and advise to come out with resign letter.. But she refuse to do that, Alternatively the company had come out with termination letter... So sadddiisss!!!!


Dn't know what will happen to us here... Tempiasnye pasti ada.. Yang pastinye ape yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahnye...



Sunday, August 1, 2010

my dearest abg aedil






"abang, why abang don't want to eat... Ibu risau tau.." Then he reply with a face yang tak bersalah.. " Abg nak kurus la bu... Perut abang ni gemuk sgt!!" Terperanjat with his answer..."Why abang want to become kurus... No need la... Abang still kecik right... Nanti dah besar baru diet, key" "Semua orang cakap perut abang besar..."


berfikir sejenak.... how can the small boy can think and think about what people around him talked?... ish3... sampai sanggup tak nak makan because of the ejekan kawan2.. how can i told him that's only ejekan.. he cannot accept on whatever explaination from me...


  • Aedil DEMAM!!
a few days before, he's not feeling well... demam and cought.. then yesterday afternoon went to poliklinik penawar to get a medicine and get advice from doctor. What's it doctor told me? from that second, i knew that my habit to give aedil susu botol is actually wrong. i thought that got no effect on drinking susu by bottle. rupe2 nya that's a bad behaviour.. it will make aedil suffer with his tiroid pain... "maafkan ibu, bang.. i really don't know that is the reason, why your cought never ending even had took medicine. The only intention to give you energy, sayang..."

susu which you drink before you go sleep will produce kuman which will effect on your tiroid.. at least you must drink air masak or berkumur...